I am clean almost a whole month without even trying, it’s just that I am travelling and don’t have the access to, nor will to find, any drugs. I am still in recovery. It’s been almost 6 months since I started taking psychedelics and there has been no progression of the disease. The drugs have only improved my life. I am so lucky, facing a fatal illness I have recovered body and mind and like a dream come true I get to use all the fun drugs. My sex and food addictions are almost non-existent, my emotional stability is better than ever. I stress my body daily with exercise, my mind with business and writing, and my soul with approaching girls. Daygame might not be a noble cause, there is nothing not selfish about it, but in a universe this size what is noble?
Why is it noble to look after a tiny planet that will not go missed? Why is it noble to be good to your fellow man that is destroying that planet? And if you do help people it is only at the cost of the other flora and fauna on this planet – there is max carrying capacity to every biological system. Why do humans think they are so much better and deserve so much more than the rest of the living beings on this planet? It is just their genes programmed to survive and replicate and create fiction to do so. Civilisation as a noble cause is just for the beta males to get a place for their genes at the table.
It’s nihilism, but it’s also art. When nothing has any meaning, when you pull the plausible but untrue reasoning from the world, when you see good and bad are only fictional constructs that benefit people to believe them, then art and beauty is all that is left. To observe this crazy world, to label it and then recognize the labels are all fiction, but still useful, you are left with the complexity and beauty of creation, death, and rebirth.
Humans have had to suffer under stress since they were single celled whatever, maybe earlier. Physical exhaustion, hunger and mental stress is hard-coded into our DNA. The body will create such stress if it doesn’t exist because it cannot cope without it. The goal of life can therefore not be peace, happiness and security because it will never last. The goal of life should be creating stress on your own terms.
Physical exercise to stress your body, fasting, or at least not eating too much to fulfil the instinct of hunger, and mental and physical stress to hunt and find a mate. These stresses are 4 billion years old when life first started on earth, maybe older – maybe that life even came from another planet, whatever, it’s really old and was the building blocks for us. Hunting, fucking, and fighting is what we have known for 99.9999% of our cells’ existence. To say we are civilised and don’t need those things is hard for me to believe. Look at the world and tell me people don’t need hunting, fucking and fighting, that we have evolved? War, shootings, domestic violence, tribalism, high suicide rates in mostly the affluent cities and suburbs. The matrix is glichy, we can see holes in it everywhere yet our propensity to fiction is so strong we see through it.
OK, to my point. Taking care of myself physically and mentally and hunting pussy all day every day is a noble cause, not because it helps civilisation, it doesn’t, but because it helps me. Civilisation is a construct. It allows people to work together in large populations without too much violence. One of the keys to this is allowing the beta males to have a piece of arse all to themselves. Before civilisation only half the male population had offspring. That creates a lot of unsatisfied people. Rape and murder were much higher.
By rejecting the monogamous part of civilisation I am taking more than my fair share. I am stopping girls in the street, taking their number, getting some of them out on a date, and fucking some of them. I am fucking more girls in a year than many men do in a life time. I am a naughty boy. So why is this noble? Because it is art, it is creative and challenging. It hurts civilisation, but just how good is the end product of civilisation? The world currently at 7 billion people, deforestation, ocean pollution. That is where what civilisation does. It’s just a means for humans to multiply like a plague. When the world hits 20, 30, 100 billion and there is little clean air or food left natures corrective measures will be harsh, starvation is apparently one of the worst ways to die. When this happens a healthy planet of a few million people that had to put up with a higher murder and rape will look like paradise.
But all that is just a justification. The truth is I do it because I want, it’s hard and challenging and fulfils my sense of accomplishment. When I look at why it’s bad – anti civilisation, then I’m not convinced. Noble is defined as “having or showing fine personal qualities or high moral principles and ideals”. Girls don’t fuck losers that stop them in the street, you need fine personal qualities. And if you believe in art, challenge, courage, and sacrifice as high moral principles and ideals, then daygame has that covered too. If you don’t believe daygame requires art, challenge, courage, and sacrifice, then go and approach a few hundred girls and make a comment below.
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