Sitting on the bench overlooking the water at Woody Point, the ship wreck to my right, I view windsurfers, small yachts, and Brighton Beach on the other side of the bay, beyond that I can see the cranes of Brisbane port. I pull my head phones out, the pumping psytrance leaves me and is replaced …
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Finding Empathy Through Acid
My first trip was a very low does to test the waters and I had a second one a few days later. This time Tommy my friend that visited me on the first trip decided to join me. I took two trips, supposedly 240 mics, but I think that was a bit exaggerated. We dropped …
First Trip in 20 Years
So yesterday was a trip. I checked the express post tracking and to my surprise it said to be delivered today. Wow! I have waited so long and finally trip day is here. I did some work waiting for the post and then remembered I had seen the posty in the afternoon the week before …
A Delay in My Acid And a Trip Down Memory Lane
So the planned day had come and my blotters had not arrived in the post. I thought this a possibility and wondered how I would react to the disappointment; would it spark my addiction? Had the disease been ignited by the idea of taking a substance recreationally for the first time in 17 years? In …
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What This New Life of Psychedelics Looks like
Apart from my experiences with low doses of pain killers and Valium I have been drug free for almost 18 years. So what does this new world look and feel like? Parallels with sex addiction are the first thing to come to mind. When I was a few years clean I had issues with compulsive …
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A Potential Psychedelic Adventure
I’ve been clean and sober in AA and NA almost 17 years and I’m about to embark on a psychedelic adventure. I’m classifying psychedelics as anything that is neither an upper or a downer and non addictive, these include, LSD, mushrooms, mescaline, MDMA, 2CB, DMT, and marijuana. My hypothesis is if they are non addictive …
Problems of Western Culture for AA Members
To enjoy being sober you need some meaning in life. The problem is most alcoholics do not get meaning of life from Western societies consumerism ways. It’s arguable that anybody does, but at least non-alcoholics can get by as a cog of civilisation without it leading them to drink and destroy themselves and those around …
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Welcome to Red Pill Recovery
I got clean and sober at Christmas 2000 and with the help of the 12 steps I have been able to build a wonderful life. I have had many ups and downs but by following what I believed to be God’s will for me I have ended up with a life I am very grateful …