A Delay in My Acid And a Trip Down Memory Lane

So the planned day had come and my blotters had not arrived in the post. I thought this a possibility and wondered how I would react to the disappointment; would it spark my addiction? Had the disease been ignited by the idea of taking a substance recreationally for the first time in 17 years? In …

What This New Life of Psychedelics Looks like

Apart from my experiences with low doses of pain killers and Valium I have been drug free for almost 18 years. So what does this new world look and feel like? Parallels with sex addiction are the first thing to come to mind. When I was a few years clean I had issues with compulsive …

A Potential Psychedelic Adventure

I’ve been clean and sober in AA and NA almost 17 years and I’m about to embark on a psychedelic adventure. I’m classifying psychedelics as anything that is neither an upper or a downer and non addictive, these include, LSD, mushrooms, mescaline, MDMA, 2CB, DMT, and marijuana. My hypothesis is if they are non addictive …

Problems of Western Culture for AA Members

To enjoy being sober you need some meaning in life. The problem is most alcoholics do not get meaning of life from Western societies consumerism ways. It’s arguable that anybody does, but at least non-alcoholics can get by as a cog of civilisation without it leading them to drink and destroy themselves and those around …